Had someone cry in front of you with pure sincerity?

I'll be skipping my 30 day challenge today. I just want to share something with all the men out there. This is a post I got from a website that I can't remember. I edited most of the lines though.

Dear YOU-who-should-not-be-named,


Do you know that when I cry in front of you, it simply means that I could not take it anymore?


If you just took my hand everything will be entirely different now cause you know that I'm willing to stay with you for the rest of your life despite the pain. You know I don't cry easily except in front of the person I love the most. I become weak. I put down my ego.

* If a girl cries because of you, please hold her hands firmly because she's the one who is willing to stay with you for the rest of your life.*


If I cry right in front of you and because of you, look into my eyes. Can you see and feel the pain I am feeling? Think. Who have/had cry in front of you with pure sincerity? I cry not because I am weak. I cry not because I want sympathy or pity. I cry because crying silently is no longer possible. It has been a burden to keep it inside. It may be too late for regrets. It may be too late to say you're sorry. Think again. Maybe in your life I'm the one who loves you the most (okay, just next to your mother).

*Realize that the girl holding on to you is perfect in her own special way. The way she loves you and the way she tries to please you. ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT She can always walk away and go to someone else who can love her more. For all you know, there is someone out there wooing for her already. But she is rejecting. Understand that you have to fulfill her every need and love her much as she loves you. OR even more than that.*

I love you not because you are good looking, have money, buy me things, make my family happy or that you have a car. It's because I love you for who you are. I love the way you laugh and make me laugh. The way you sleep, the way you hug and kiss me. And you even make every little bad thing go away. Those are the reasons why I love you AND MORE! Always remember that!

*There might be another guy who wants to have what you have, so don't let your relationship run wrong. You might never have another chance with that girl. Do everything so that you won't regret when you lost a gem. Are you aware that silence is her loudest cry?  Please don't allow her to reach to that extent when the pain is beyond words aready. In return of the love that you receive from her, please make her feel loved twice as much. She'll appreciate every little act of sweetness. *

Sincerely,
ME

Day 3. A picture of the cast from your favorite show

While each member of my family is busy watching ABS-CBN's teleseryes, I'm alone inside our room waiting for Studio 23's Dawson's creek. That show aired late 1990's to early 2000's during my pre-teen years. Just like all the other adolescents I am curious about life. Never been in love since I went to 3 all girls school since birth. I had few crushes from TV and most are girls. Maybe because I can easily admire feminine beauty more since I've been around ladies my whole life. Just for clarification, I am no lesbo.

Dawson's Creek is the typical teenage life drama. Same old story where in the guy best friend (Dawson) shares his admiration for the hot girl (Jen) to his girl best friend (Joey) who became Pacey's girlfriend. They tackled issues on friendship and relationship which most girls my age apprecite during those times. Next thing you know, they apparently switch partners.  Just like that. That is how liberating and easy teenage life is. How I miss the less complicated life! After school I do my homework, study for tomorrow's exam, watch Dawson's Creek then sleep. The following day I'll go to school. Then, I don't have the burden of thinking what to do the following day cause it is routinary unlike my life today. Just like my favorite show, my life is now turned upside down without any warning.