Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end

closing time
"washing" during a drinking session
closing time
dessert
closing time
curtains down
closing time
doors locked
closing time
sign of the cross
closing time

it was a long night
our longest travel home
the final drop off
complete silence
if only our heartbeats can be heard
if only the jumbled words inside my head have loud footsteps
it was already the break of dawn
we knew that this is our closing time

you broke the dead air
we didn't know what to say anymore
we already knew everything by heart
fingers interlaced
and then, that soft sweet kiss on my hand
the teardrop that I was holding for a long time fell
tight embrace

wishful thinking
high hopes
hearts' desires
mutual understandings
uncertain future

be patient
be happy
be lovely
be free

i will be the best me for the best you
another hug
this time it's tighter
iloveyou and iloveyoutoo

memorized every single detail of your face
we kissed like we don't want it to end
our lips won't let go
it tasted like our cigarettes
smelled like you

finally, i opened the door
stepped out of the car
but i came back

for the last time we squeezed and smooched

the sweetest goodbye
the start of our healing

 

My eyes opened as I wake up and I realized that all of these were just random memories from a dream that just seems so real.